Silver Eyelashes

This is the beginning of a song about the end of our lives

Honey, don't get me wrong when I say

I hope you die soon

I hope you live hard

I hope it's dark now in your room

I hope your heart becomes stone

I hope it's heavy

I hope it feels like you died, and then you do

If I can't have you, I don't want anyone else to

Robot works good today, you can self-medicate

You can swim the sea without the waves

I can't believe your silver eyelashes

I can't believe how the mermaid fades

I know you hide your love away

Somewhere inside your perfect body

You're not alive, you're just alone

I hope you die slow on shiny lies he made you believe

And then he leaves, he leaves, he leaves

And you have nothing left except to come back to me

Do you feel anything?

Do you feel feel anything yet?

I only want my hands around your neck

Your sweet sweet breath when you drink all night and sleep like the dead

I hope I die soon

I'm so numb it wouldn't hurt

And you're just waiting like a landmark to get saved

And my heart's already stopped beating

And I've loved you in the most pathetic ways

But if I can't have you, I don't want anyone else to