Comforting Lie

I started out on the wrong foot, now I′m not myself

I am Jekyll, I am Hyde, found this place to hide, come seek me

Oh, so up and down, so back and forth, so insecure

Can′t get this taste out of my mouth, swallow it down, pretend

And hold it, hold it all in

Let it build up, oh, build a bomb

And blow it, blow it away

And clear it all out, just end it

I′m just a normal person without those problems, when did it change?

Admission so embarrassing, I′m on the verge of tears again

I′ll hold it, I′ll hold it all in

′Ill let it build up, oh, build a bomb

And blow it, blow it away

And clear it all out, just end it

Oh look, took I the band aid off. did I take it off too soon

Hysterical confession, my big courage is blue

Don′t gasp at the predictable, a comforting lie can′t last

Preordained checklist of this awkward love it′s so sad

Oh, hold it, hold it all in

Let it build up, oh, build a bomb

And blow it, blow it away

And clear it all out, just end it

And sort it, sort it out

Oh, just give it back, no thank you

And toss it, toss it away

Eliminate, just give up

I, I can′t decide this tug of war

I′m feeling weak, yeah