歌词
I hate to say it but it kills me
我不想这么说，但我快要窒息了
Gives me more reason to lose sleep
给我更多理由让我失眠
Every mess I've made
所有我所做的糟糕的事
If I tell you that l'm hurting
如果我告诉你我受伤了
Would you hold me till it all ends
你会抱着我直到悲痛结束吗
Help me count my blessings babe
宝贝，为我细数我的祝福
Yeah
Missed calls at my family's funerals
在我家人葬礼上的未接来电
While suits and jackets judge my new songs
用西装和夹克来评判我的新歌
Say they ain't suitable
说它们并不相配
As if they know the type of music that pops
好像他们很懂流行音乐风格似的
Cause most these label artists need marketing dollars or flop
因为大多数唱片公司的艺人都需要营销资金，否则就会垮掉
That's the difference between us, I did this all on my own
这就是我们之间的区别，我的一切都出于我之手
Don't need a room full of writers, I put my pain in these songs
不需要这些作家，我把我的痛苦写在这些歌里
While they flashing they cheques
当他们炫耀着自己的支票
Rapping about money sex
谈论着关于金钱和性
l'm in awe
我望而生畏
No wonder kids are depressed
难怪孩子们会抑郁
This game affecting us all
这场游戏影响了我们所有人
It's funny everyone's upset when you speaking the truth
滑稽的是，当你说真话时，每个人都不高兴
But I won't stop spilling my guts inside of this booth
但我不会停止倾诉我的心声
Cause to us this is more than just some lyrics
因为对我们来说，这不仅仅是一些歌词
This reality, the struggles every single day we live with like
现实就是，我们每天活得很挣扎
I hate to say it but it kills me
我不想这么说，但我快要窒息了
Gives me more reason to lose sleep
给我更多理由让我失眠
Every mess I've made
所有我所做的糟糕的事
If I tell you that l'm hurting
如果我告诉你我受伤了
Would you hold me till it all ends
你会抱着我直到悲痛结束吗
Help me count my blessings babe
宝贝，为我细数我的祝福
Lately l've been drowning in stress
最近我的压力真的太大了
I spend all of my time inside just playing beats at my desk
我把我所有的时间都花在独自玩音乐上
Hate saying these next words but l've been feeling depressed
我不想说下面这些话，但我一直郁郁寡欢
Have trouble dealing with some issues bottled up in my chest
无法处理一些深埋于内心的问题
I guess pouring myself in musics the only way I cope
我想我只能沉浸在音乐中了
So much more than these clever songs y'all think are dope
比你们认为所谓酷毙了的歌曲有意思多了
I really lived every ****ing line I ever wrote
我真的活在我写的每一句歌词里
And chose to share the stories I could inspire hope
并分享那些能够激发希望的故事
Now it bothers me, hearing all of this mainstream
现在我很烦，听到这些主流音乐
Cookie cutter its been the same since my late teens
从我十几岁起就一直千篇一律
Cause to us this is more than just some lyrics
对我们来说，这真的不仅仅是一些歌词
This reality, the struggles, every single day we live with ****
现实就是，我们每天活得很挣扎
I hate to say it but it kills me
我不想这么说，但我快要窒息了
Gives me more reason to lose sleep
给我更多理由让我失眠
Every mess I've made
所有我所做的糟糕的事
If I tell you that l'm hurting
如果我告诉你我受伤了
Would you hold me till it all ends
你会抱着我直到悲痛结束吗
Help me count my blessings babe
宝贝，为我细数我的祝福
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