Sunspots

sunspots cast a glare in my eyes

sometimes i forget i'm alive

i feel it coming and i've gotta get out of it's way

i hear it calling and i come cuz can't disobey

i should not listen and i shouldn't believe but i do

yes i do

she turns me on

she makes it real

i have to apologize

for the way i feel

my life it seems has taken a turn

why in the name of god would i ever want to return

peel off our skin we're gonna burn

what we were to the ground

**** in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around

i wanna kill away the rest of what's left

and i do

yes i do

she turns me on

she makes it real

i have to apologize

for the way i feel

and nothing can stop me now

there is nothing to fear

and everything that ever was

is inside of here

woah woah woah woah

inside us here

now i just stare into the sun

and i see everything i've done

i think i could have been someone

but i can't stop what has begun

when everything is said and done

and there is no place left to run

i think i used to be someone

now i just stare into the sun