In Your Brain

Hey Vin

W-what?

Why have you been avoiding me?

Wh-who is this?

You don't remember me? Let's take a trip into your mind

Tell 'em what you wanna say

Why is you hiding?

You never talk about your pain

Just silence and silence and-

I don't wanna hear it, I been in my feelings

Never talk about it, turn 'em into lyrics

Scribble out my spirit, everything I'm fearing

Just so they can tell me "focus on appearance"

But you wanna run the game?

Keep grinding, keep grinding

I really think you need a chain

With diamonds and diamonds and-

I don't want the fame, all it bring is pain

Family getting bitter 'cause of what I gain

Kids I never met tellin' me I've changed

That's the price when you come up in the game

Why the Hell would you complain?

Like why is you whining?

You write a rap and get paid

No reason for crying, no

I know it's a blessing, I should not be stressing

I guess I'm just sick of people overstepping

Only do me favors, trying to get some leverage

And they buggin' when I don't return the message

You selfish, you buggin', you ain't good for nothin'

You finally won and you now gon' complain 'bout it all

You ain't worth all these blessings, It's really depressing

Vin, what's going on with your brain?

Are you sane?

Boy, you changed

Thought you told me your ? was fake

But you caved

What a shame

Bitch, I made you a spot in this game

So what changed?

Made you a name

And you told me that you'd stay the same

But you caved

Such a shame

Tell me what's going on in your brain?

Vin, I think you need a break

Working and working and

Writing every single day

What are you searching for?

Mommas on my text, telling me to rest

But I can't go back to workin' at a desk

Only other reason I'm a bit obsessed:

I can't let my kid be struggling for checks

You don't even see your friends

Avoiding your homies

They probably thinking you're depressed

You just look lonely now

Man, I can't pretend I don't want my friends

They just want to party, I just want a Benz

This is not about us trying to make amends

Know I'm busy but we brothers 'til the end

Tell me is it really worth?

Wasting your life away?

In the end it's gonna hurt

You can't just hide the pain

I don't worry when the pain's coming

Rose up from the bottom and became something

Broke up in the game, told them lames, "run it"

And I love it all, I wouldn't change nothing

You selfish, you buggin', you ain't good for nothin'

You finally won and you now gon' complain 'bout it all

You ain't worth all these blessings, It's really depressing

Vin, what's going on with your brain?

Are you sane?

Boy, you changed

Thought you told me your ? was fake

But you caved

What a shame

Bitch, I made you a spot in this game

So what changed?

Made you a name

And you told me that you'd stay the same

But you caved

Such a shame

Tell me what's going on in your brain?