If I Could Erase It

I want to be like you

Forget what I said to

Somebody I used to know

When I was someone they used to know

I try to be honest

To grow into someone I'm proud of

But you make it so hard

When all you do is pull me down

If I do it all over

I wish I could take it, throw it away

And start over

If I could erase it

If I could start over

There's so many things that I'd change

If I could start over

There's so much inside me I hate

The past's supposed to stay

Why does it follow me?

I can't outrun myself

If I could start over

I'm sick of everyone around me

Acting like they can't see

The elephant behind me

I'm in a constant state of stress

From the weight that's on my chest

And I don't wanna pretend that I'm okay

I've always been the kind to (Bury shit inside to)

Let it rot and gradually consume me

Let it build into a rage (That I take out in a way)

That makes everyone I love ****ing hate me

If I could start over

There's so many things that I'd change

If I could start over

There's so much inside me I hate

The past's supposed to stay

Why does it follow me?

I can't outrun myself

If I could start over

Take it all back

Let me erase me, erase me

Take it all back

I don't wanna see

Take it all back

Let me erase me, erase me

Take it all back

I don't wanna be this!

Let me erase me, erase me

Take it all back

I don't wanna be this!

Erase me, erase me

Take it all back

If I could do it all over, over

I wish I could take it, throw it away

If I could start over, over

If I could erase it I would erase it

Yeah!

If I could start over

There's so many things that I'd change

If I could start over

There's so much inside me I hate

The past's supposed to stay

Why does it follow me?

I can't outrun myself

If I could start over

If I could start over!