歌词
How do I kill myself?
我怎会放弃自己，
Or the parts that have been created to please?
或是割舍与生俱来的世俗？
And leave what's real
我会毫不犹豫地保留内心的真诚，
What still has meaning
那些能让我感受到生命的意义。
I know it won't be enough for you
我知道这些对你来说远远不够，
But it's out of my hands
但事已至此，
I'm letting go
我选择放手。
I'm so tired of
我已经疲于，
Not knowing who I'm supposed to be
设想无数个不着边际的自己，
I just want to find my way again
我只是想再次回到正轨。
I'm so used up
我感到身心俱疲，
From all that you ask from me
为了在你的重重筛选中胜出。
I just want to find myself again
我想要变回未被改变的自己！
How do I love myself?
我怎样才能热衷于本我？
With the constant reminder of all that I left behind
在丢失的人格不断刺痛我的神经之时。
And it's all that you seem to want from me
那似乎是你希望我保留的，
I'm never enough for you
可我并不如你预想的那样，
Well, it's out of my hands
我不知道该如何坚持，
I'm letting go
我不得不铤而走险。
I'm so tired of
我已经疲于，
Not knowing who I'm supposed to be
设想无数个不着边际的自己，
I just want to find my way again
我只是想再次回到正轨。
I'm so used up
我感到身心俱疲，
From all that you ask from me
为了在你的重重筛选中胜出。
I just want to find myself again
我想要变回未被改变的自己！
What will it take
这条路上的代价，
How many times do I
需要多少次，
Have to break
与自己的决裂，
Before you get it
才能让你明白，
I don't wanna be
我不想再成为，
What you remember
你记忆中的那个苍白的形象。
It's my sanity and happiness, it's not ****ing about you
这是我的判断与幸福，都他妈与你无关！
I'm so tired of
我疲于想象
Not knowing who I'm supposed to be
将来会落得怎样境地
I just want to find my way again
我只是想在此刻做回自己
I'm so tired of
我已经疲于，
Not knowing who I'm supposed to be
设想无数个不着边际的自己，
I just want to find my way again
我只是想再次回到正轨。
I'm so used up
我感到身心俱疲，
From all that you ask from me
为了在你的重重筛选中胜出。
I just want to find myself again
我想要按照自己的意志生存！
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