Private Fears in Public Places

So cold is the wind that blows your hair

So warm is your touch upon my skin

How tired am I of being scared

But how awake am I now

That I know you're here

'Cause I'd rather fight

With you than laugh with another

I'd rather freeze in your arms

Than be warm under covers

I'd let you hit me

Before I ever let you hit the floor

And I'd rather choke

Than to breath in your absence

I'd rather feel your wrath

Than feel another's passion

I'd rather die on the day

That I give you a kiss

Than spend the rest of my life knowing

I never did

So just hold me

And tell me that I'm everything you need

Tell me that that lonely little heart of

Yours that I've been dying for

Ain't out of reach

So if you're looking for some proof

That there's a heart inside of me

Than lace your fingers between mine

And you will see it start to leak

And I know you're not a crutch

But I can hold you when I stand

'Cause I am living for your touch

But I would die to be your man

Let me look into your eyes

Like I am searching for your soul

Wrap my arms around your waist

Like it is dying from the cold

Run my fingers through your hair

Like they are water from the drain

Press my lips against your back

Like they could take away its pain

To give you everything

There is nothing I won't do

Dump my heart into a blender

Just to pour it out to you

And I know you're feeling tired

Just let me hold you for a bit

Dive my face between your thighs until

I cannot feel my lips

I know that you think I'm kind of odd

But if your love was a mountain

I swear that I'd climb to the top

I'd tell you you're lovely

And everything I'll ever need

And I'd give you my all

If you'd just come and stand next to me