Pain Paints Paintings

All the pain and the dead weight

That I’ve mastered is calling me sensei

I’ve been tripping so much, I need free mind

Like the thoughts in my head are expense paid

Every-time time that they look me in my eyes

They see anger engulf in a dense flame

That could burn down a city of lost souls

And then circle earth in like 10 days

You don’t know I been through, you couldn’t even guess

I was lost in a state of mind, you couldn’t find if I gave an address

I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect

I’ve been on to the next move,

They all check mine like we playing chess

**** you, man it’s no regrets

I been there and I won’t forget

I know what it feels like to get shit on and get no respect

When the people you love don’t believe until they see a check

So I’m throwing the peace sign in the meantime man I must confess

**** you, man it’s no regrets

I’m off that

I said that I been that

I said I was coming

I pulled right up on ’em and now I’ma spin back

I’m in emergence, C, dispatch

So when I arrive in the room

I get pushed to the front with no kick back, yeah

You cannot minimize every second and every minute I’m working

I see the tweets but I know you ain’t eating

Because you can’t eat if you chirping

All the pain that burden is 1 of a kind

And 2 for certain 3 of 4 the important reasons why my raps are sermons

4th I’m learning to cope with pain while I navigate fame

I paint these paintings painfully right on my window pain

The blood that spills is tainted stained and filled with my distain

The strokes evoke that burning flame that circles earth in all my rage

And washes souls who’ve lost their way

You don’t know I been through, you couldn’t even guess

I was lost in a state of mind you couldn’t find if I gave an address

I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect

I’ve been on to the next move they all check mine like we playing chess

**** you, man it’s no regrets

You don’t know I been through, you couldn’t even guess

I was lost in a state of mind you couldn’t find if I gave an address

I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect

I’ve been on to the next move they all check mine like we playing chess

**** you, man it’s no regrets

So keep checking, I cut ’em like C sections

I ain’t ****ing with pussies,

You come out the stomach and then it’s a beheading

We don’t relate, I’ve aborted the fake and the rest of you week tenants

Get adopted or I’m drinking poison and praying to God,

The birth is a miscarriage, ****

Bitch I’m a sinner, my blood is the paint and you can get baptized

I remember the days I was nothing

And I got ’em stored in my stored mind like flash drive, yeah

I see the fear in they eyes when I speak and I know as I pass by, yeah

That life is a bitch and I’m ****ing her raw

And it’s straight in the backside, yeah

I make a move, they checking me on top, so they can’t get ahead of me

Stirring the pot, I’m in the stu, right in mix and I got the recipe

My pain is the source of energy

No shortcuts headed to destiny

Ain’t gotta cheque don’t even check for me

You can get lost like an identity

My thoughts roam my GPS is the pain from the past that I cannot heal

And when I write these words they drive my brain

To a place that I cannot feel

My emotions spring then fall the seasons change and then reveal

That all my pain was just the focus needed use to the steer the wheel

You don’t know I been through, you couldn’t even guess

I was lost in a state of mind you couldn’t find if I gave an address

I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect

I’ve been on to the next move they all check mine like we playing chess

**** you, man it’s no regrets

You don’t know I been through, you couldn’t even guess

I was lost in a state of mind you couldn’t find if I gave an address

I was given them FaceTime but the time faced was a non connect

I’ve been on to the next move they all check mine like we playing chess

**** you, man it’s no regrets