歌词
It never made much sense
这从来都没什么意义，
I never gave you what you need
我从来都没有给你需要的。
Grew a separate way most every day
每天都以一种分裂的方式成长，
But I'm happy that you left
但我对于你的离开十分开心。
And oh it hurt so good
噢这伤害非常不错，
I found solace in regret
我在懊悔中找到了安慰，
And like half the time I'd weigh the crime like you left me your debt
我经常权衡你的罪行就像你欠我的债一般。
I never thought you would
我从来没想到你会，
I never thought you'd pull away
我从来没想到你会离开。
In exchange I was thrown into a better place
作为交换我被扔进了一个更好地地方，
(Who do you wanna be)
（你想成为谁？）
But I lived to break you
但我活着就是为了击溃你。
And I want to
所以我想要，
To clear your name
清除你的名字。
We're both to blame
我们同样被责备，
I left you alone with no one
我丢下你一个人，孑然一身。
I'm ashamed
我惭愧不已，
It's killing me
这能将我杀死。
The things I said
正如我说的，
It's so hard to see the clearest in the dread
你很难在恐惧中看到最清晰的事物，
It never made much sense
但这从来没什么意义。
There was a wall you couldn't climb
那里有一堵你无法攀爬的墙，
And you failed to see your self-esteem is something you define
你看不到你自己所定义的自尊，
And all the good in you was never my job here to find
而且你的所有优点从来不是我能在这找到的工作。
So I stayed away so you could take the steps to realize
所以我远离你，好让你逐渐意识到。
But I stayed
但我停住了，
It robbed us every single day the way we through the things we knew would break
所以它困扰着我们每一天，我们经历着我们知道会让我们崩溃的事情。
And now, through your hands
如今，穿过你的手。
I wake the way that I was meant to be
我以我命中注定的方式醒来，
With one who feeds me endlessly
与一个不断喂养我的人。
So now
所以现在，
To clear your name
清除你的名字。
We're both to blame
我们同样被责备，
I left you alone with no one
我丢下你一个人，孑然一身。
I'm ashamed
我惭愧不已，
It's killing me
这能将我杀死。
The things I said
正如我说的，
It's so hard to see the clearest in the dread
你很难在恐惧中看到最清晰的事物。
I could never put you before myself
我永远不会将你放在我之上，
You remember the way it made you feel
你得记住那条路给你的感受。
I was so low I couldn't pull this weight
我已过于消沉，我难以承受这重担。
So you cut through
所以你切断我的生命线，
Left me to face my shame
扔下我一个去面对我的耻辱。
To clear your name
我要清除你的名字。
We're both to blame
我们同样被责备，
I left you alone with no one
我丢下你一个人，孑然一身。
I'm ashamed
我惭愧不已，
It's killing me
这能将我杀死。
The things I said
正如我说的，
It's so hard to see the clearest in the dread
你很难在恐惧中看到最清晰的事物。
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