Disorder

Even though beneath it all

I know I'm going to end up somewhere fine

I still find a reason that cuts deep enough

To blur what's on my mind

I can't take the pressure off myself

It's getting hard to ask for help, but I need it

And I'm throwing kinds into the world

And pushing for a sign that I'm breathing

Disorder, disorder

What should I do?

Disorder, disorder

I know that I, I know that I lose my temper

Find my centers in disorder, disorder

I know that I, I know that I

Take another step

I'm feeling dried in this cement

Can you pull me out?

Wasted all my sweat to keep some kind of sentiment

But I can't stop now, no

And sometimes it's easier to make the same mistakes

Than try to break through the ceiling

And just because I turn away

It doesn't mean I've lost the place

To believe in, to believe in

Disorder, disorder

What should I do?

Disorder, disorder

I know that I, I know that I lose my temper

Find my centers in disorder, disorder

I know that I, I know that I lose my temper

Find my centers, to my center

I know that I, I know that I lose my temper

Find my centers, to my center

I know that I, I know that I

Could you give me some time, that's all I'm asking

I push it down so I won't let it pass me

Could you give me some time, that's all I'm asking

Disorder, disorder

What should I do?

Disorder, disorder

I know that I, I know that I lose my temper

Find my centers in disorder, disorder

I know that I, I know that I