Everything I Wanted

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

Not what you'd think

And if I'm bein' honest

It might've been a nightmare

To anyone who might care

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

But when I wake up I see

You with me

And you say as long as I'm here

No one can hurt you

Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

'They don't deserve you'

I tried to scream

But my head was underwater

They called me weak

Like I'm not just somebody's daughter

Coulda been a nightmare

But it felt like they were right there

And it feels like yesterday was a year ago

But I don't wanna let anybody know

'Cause everybody wants something from me now

And I don't wanna let 'em down

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

But when I wake up I see

You with me

And you say as long as I'm here

No one can hurt you

Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

'They don't deserve you'

If I knew it all then would I do it again

Would I do it again again again again again

If they knew what they said would go straight to my head

What would they say instead instead instead instead

Instead instead instead instead instead instead