I Didn't Want To Do It This Way, But

I been spending all this money 'cause I might not see the sun again

I've been smokin drugs in the slums, have you running when

I step on the scene, I ain't mean, boy, I just ain't your friend

You been off the ****s, off some **** that I don't reccomend

I been on my shit, that's why these women on my ****

I ain't even got a job, I get some money, make it flip

See you running like a *****, just chasing dreams you'll never get

And I dont need to dream, because to me my dreams are dead

I can only make it happen, I ain't happy in the end

Just a little satisfaction, if that's all that I can get

See me dressed in my own fashion, I don't have to **** with trends

It's OmenXIII, the assassin, steady clashing 'til the end

Then I'm back into the shadows where they cannot seem to see

See, to me my life's a battle and I'll have to face defeat

But until that ******* happens I'll keep rapping on these beats

And I'm repping 10 black nails 'til OmenXIII R.I.P

*****, I started doing me, because I lost my will to live

But I can't give into the pain because the pain is not my friend

But it helps me feel alive, so I respect for what it is

And I tried to keep it cool, but now my patience wearing thin

My mind is in constant motion

Thoughts created by the slightest notion

I'm screaming out for hope and

The same thoughts strangle 'til I'm choking