LETTER TO PEEP (Prod. Despair & Shiro)

歌词
I miss you so much, man
我真的好想你,peep
I just want to go and join you, man
我想与你共赴死亡
It's so ******* lonely down here
一个人在这真的好孤单
Everything feels so different
一切都变了
I'ma see you soon, bro
我们很快就会再见
I promise
我发誓
Aye, Peep
诶,peep
Everyone you warned me about now claiming they miss you
那些你曾让我小心的人都声称他们想念你
Held your cold face, said good bye, hugged you then kissed you
捧着你的面颊说再见拥抱然后吻别
Hopped up off that tour bus, stumbling in pieces
希望你走下这长途旅车然后安息
Hope you finally at peace now that you no longer breathing
如今你再也呼吸不到香甜的空气了我只希望你能安息
When you was laughing the hardest, still felt your pain
当你疯狂的笑着 我依旧感受到你的痛楚
That deep desperation gaze, cry baby face
那深深抑郁的凝视 文着爱哭鬼的脸庞
You had had a thousand plays way back in the day
你有无数场巡演
When you had them millions, you was still exactly the same
当你拥有了无尽的财富 你还是保持本心
Both ****** up, living rough, had nothing
一切都搞砸了 活过了 但一无所有
Edited your first video, you sent my PayPal money
编辑你的第一个视频 你用Paypal付款给我
Didn't even want it but it stopped my sister being hungry
我不想收这钱但它让我的妹妹免受饥饿
We was so connected, living in completely different countries
我们不在同一个国度 却如此紧密相连
Flew out to LA, Uber to your place
飞到洛杉矶 打个uber到了你家
Never seen so many strangers crowded in a tiny place
我从没见过那么多人挤在一个小小的屋子
Everyone offering drugs, taking pictures of your face
每个人都与你磕药 给你拍照
No one offering love or wondering 'bout your day
但没一个人给你爱或问问你如今怎样
Both heartbroken, introverted, so lonely
我们都一样心碎 内向 孤独
You was the only one of the few to ever really know me
你是那少有的真正了解我的人
Gus, what's it like up there, man? I wanna join ya
peep, 现在在那边怎样 我真想与你一起
Struggling to keep it moving, tangled in paranoia
挣扎着生存 因躁郁而纠缠
Everyone that wasn't loyal to ya, woulda killed 'em for ya
每个人都不忠诚 我真想杀了他们
You had the same mentality 'cause family important
你有与我一样的心态 因为家庭真的很重要
Gus, I'm tryna fight my fears, our childhood was poison
我正努力战胜恐惧 我们的童年都想监狱
I got demons I been running from, never stood up and fought 'em
我又录了新歌 永远不停
'Bout to take a flight back to London, yeah, in a few days
几天后又飞到了伦敦
Where we lived together, I don't wanna see that place
我们曾一起住在那如今我再也不想见到那个地方
All that bizare furniture you purchased, so awkwardly placed
所有你买来的家具都还在那放着
You'd take a step back and stare at it until it looked okay
你退后几步盯着它们把位置调整好
I held your face, took a step back, nothing looked okay, brother
我捧着你的脸退后一步 看起来真的不好
You was shining bright, now you've turned into this grey color
你曾如此闪耀如今是一片灰色
Holding back the tears everytime I hear your name come up
每次听见你的名字我都要强忍泪水
I don't wanna say nothing, they don't know this pain's cutting
我不想多说 不知道如何忘记这伤痛
Tryna stay strong for loners like us
努力为了像我们一样孤独的人而坚强
Made a video of you sleeping on the back of that bus
拍了一个你在车后排的视频
Made a joke, said that Gus is working out finally
开玩笑说终于把一切都解决了
Put the camera on you to see that you was falling asleep
在你睡着时把相机对着你的脸颊
Everyday of that tour, like you usually do
每天巡演都像你曾做的一样
Head back, mouth open, yep, the usual
头靠后 张着嘴 是啊 就像平常一样
I saw you like this everyday on the entire tour
我每次都在巡演看见这样你
I didn't know that you was dead, man, as if I would've recorded
我不知道你已经离去
(REST IN PEACE HELLBOY PEEP)
安息吧地狱男孩peep
专辑信息
1.LETTER TO PEEP (Prod. Despair & Shiro)