Fading Lately

Fading Lately

Song By Katie Costello

I ’ve been finding reasons

To tell myself that I ’m not really here or there much

I ’ve been making scrapbooks

Of all the places I would like to go when I ’m home

And I ’ve got ways to disappear

And now I can ’t find my way out of here

Am I really here?

I don ’t know where I ’ve been lately

All I see is myself fading

I don ’t know who I ’ve been lately

All I see is this place fading

I ’ve been playing dress up

Trying to find a sweater that makes sense,given the climate

I ’ve been wearing glasses

To let myself see the blurry mess,that I ’ve yet to relate with

And I ’ve got ways to disappear

And now I can ’t find my way out of here

Am I really here?

I don ’t know where I ’ve been lately

All I see is myself fading

I don ’t know who I ’ve been lately

All I see is this place fading

I just need to watch some TV

To get a better sense of what I shouldn ’t be

I didn ’t use breadcrumbs and now I ’m stuck in this place

I left my compass at home and now I can ’t find my way

I just didn ’t,I just need,and now I can ’t find my way

I don ’t know where I ’ve been lately

Everything has changed vaguely

I don ’t know who I ’ve been lately

All I see is this place fading

I don ’t know where I ’ve been lately

All I see is myself fading