Obscene

I'm so confused

Between what

I use and abuse

Can't find the line

So unrealHow

I lie and try to deny

The things that

I feelI'll love you and hate you both at the same time

Heal you and hurt you and laugh as you cry

Why I don't know

Right at you right in you

Right through you right past you

I goFirst it's him then it's her

Can't you see

Then it's me

Then it's us then it's you

Misery, depression, elation all mine

Refine confinement all my design

You and me

We think that we're free

UglyPathetic we cling

You see, you see the real me

You and me

So obscene

Flapping wildly

You see what

I meanCan't see why you do what you do

Keep awayAnd say what you say