Not Up to Me

Not Up To Me -Kandle

Stuck in the old ways

I can see that you're afraid

Who are you trying to please

Weakness behind your eyes

Find it hard to sympathize

You're everything I wanted to be

I won't stand to see you fall

I know you most of all and in this dark

You'll never see

But it's not up to me you can drown alone

As if you were thrown

And deny you're alive

But if you get swept up with the tide

You still haven't died and for now I'll stay

Right by your side

Is it really worth this claiming you are worthless

Who are you trying to be

Remember when your mood was fine

Now your joy's become a crime

All your pain won't seem to leave

But it's not up to me you can drown alone

As if you were thrown

And deny you're alive

But if you get swept up with the tide

You still haven't died and for now I'll stay

Right by your side

You claim that I'm never there

That I'm always unaware as

I try to bring you back where you can breathe

But it's not up to me you can drown alone

As if you were thrown

And deny you're alive

But if you get swept up with the tide

You still haven't died and for now I'll stay

Right by your side