歌词
I've been thinking about how
我曾扪心自问
I used to hang out, smoking **** by myself
昔日游手好闲，抽**以排遣寂寞
Now I'm flying, for real put my seat belt on
如今我要远走，安全带真切的绑在我身上
I'm overseas soon I'll be somewhere else
我将背井离乡，远走他方
It's funny how it gets so real so fast
真是有趣，时间飞逝，变化又如此真实.
Dreaming of the afterlife or maybe you don't have to die
梦见来生并不意味着你今生已逝
I get so scared sometimes, I don't know what's next for me
有时我魂不守舍，未来捉摸不定，我将何去何从？
I don't know what's best for me no more
我不知道我最好的选择是什么
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是瘾君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作为，名留青史，不负此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的话含糊不清，但我要一吐为快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心灵的空虚
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是瘾君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作为，名留青史，不负此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的话含糊不清，但我要一吐为快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心灵的空虚
It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
我只是不想老去，不甘心逝去
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
我也不想清醒，不愿哭泣
I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
我不想步入迟暮，也不想长眠不起
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
不想清醒面对现实，不想因此而落泪
I've been fooling around
我一直浑浑噩噩的生活
Sending pics, sending out zero *****, it's a cop out
发照片？发个屁！我一直在逃避
And I know that my head might be brain dead, white flag
我明白我以万念俱灰，心如死水，我向现实投降
I'm a forfeit, too bad, can't stop my world from collapsing
我受到了天谴。太完蛋了，我无法阻止我的世界崩溃
I'm afraid of relapsing cause this limbo too fast, I might get carsick
我害怕我会再度堕落，我的转变过渡太快，我的信念摇摇欲坠
All these moving targets are IP to the home where my heart is
我所有转变的想法和目标都是我真正的心之所向
Sometimes I wish I was back where I started
有时候我希望我回到我开始的地方
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是瘾君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作为，名留青史，不负此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的话含糊不清，但我要一吐为快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心灵的空虚
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是瘾君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作为，名留青史，不负此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的话含糊不清，但我要一吐为快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心灵的空虚
It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
我只是不想老去，不甘心逝去
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
我也不想清醒，不愿哭泣
I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
我不想步入迟暮，也不想长眠不起
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
不想清醒面对现实，不想因此而落泪
It's funny how it gets so real so fast
真是有趣，时间飞逝，变化又如此真实.
Dreaming of the afterlife or maybe you don't have to die
梦见来生并不意味着你今生已逝
I get so scared sometimes, I don't know what's next for me
有时我魂不守舍，未来捉摸不定，我将何去何从？
Don't know what's gotten into me, an entity
一个有血有肉的人却对自己，对未来迷茫无知
But need to leave, leave me be
但我需要逃避，离开浑浑噩噩的我
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是瘾君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作为，名留青史，不负此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的话含糊不清，但我要一吐为快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心灵的空虚
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是瘾君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作为，名留青史，不负此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的话含糊不清，但我要一吐为快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心灵的空虚
It's just that
就这样.
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