Pillow

Flip the pillow over to the cool side

I got dreams that keep me up at night

Take another shower pass the time

Flushed face means I'm still alive

All the wrong people hit me up at night

On the R train tryna justify

Not accepting a 9 to 5

My patience is compromised

I will never act like something I'm not

Don't blame my shyness I just don't want to talk

But I think a lot

People can interpret it however they want

It's however you want

Non me ne frega un cazzo

Scrutiny a hard pill to swallow

I’m not tryna party at lavo

At least not right now

Not till I find some solid ground

Can’t be too precious with my sound

Let it out let it out

Let it out let it out

Nah nah nah

Nah nah nah

Let it out let it out

Let it out let it out

Sometimes you gotta braid your own hair

Get shit done when nobody else cares

Notice my breath like I notice the seams

Life could be easy like changing the sheets

And I flip the pillow over

And I know I’m getting older

And I know I’ll never change

Always been this way

I'll never act like something I'm not

Don't blame my shyness I just don't want to talk

But I think a lot

People can interpret it however they want

It's however you want