This Letter I Write (Radio Edit)

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

You told me forever

We’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you

While the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights

Swept into text I’ve been looking for incident

that don’t need existence

Many with depression I earn or my lesson

A fairytale of something and I never get when you said it was over

I feeling came over me(I feeling came over me)

and it hasn't left sense

I fell too deep in your love

I've been crawling my way back to freedom and finding my sense

So yet and I hate you

All that shit you would say about

How I just needed to grow

I guess it's a phase to what you going through

maybe the reason you needed to go

All of my life I've been looking for someone

who loved me for me and you fit at the road

Now I'm just sitting here picking up pieces of

what used to be and i feel so alone

Now i finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

You told me forever

We’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you

While the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights

I’m in denial i know that it's me

the one that you thinking about

when you kissing me secretly missing those dreams

that we had about walking the aisle

when you want to talk who you dial

whenever you see me i hope you can tell that i can't even smile

cause i how much i hate you

all that shit you would say how i just needed to grow

I guess it's a face to what you going through

maybe the reason you needed to go

all of my life i've been looking for someone

who loved me for me and you fit in the road

now i'm just sitting here picking up

pieces of what used to be and i feel so alone

now i finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

You told me forever

We’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you

While the moonlight shines in

(and now that you're gone)

i keep on checking my phone and i'm hoping you texting me back

ever since you broke up everything that surround me

keep falling i just wanna put it all back

I've been stuck in a dark place and the thought of your face

is the only thing bringing me back

but I know the end of this story you left

and you're not coming back,you're not coming back

so baby i hate you

all that shit you would say

about how i just needed to grow

i guess it's a phase to what you going through

maybe the reason you needed to go

all of those moments we shared i thought

I wish you were the one I could trust it wasn't so

i gotta find me a way to move on

so i'm taking our love and i'm letting it go cause i finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

You told me forever

We’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you

While the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

You told me forever

We’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you

While the moonlight shines in and I kill all the lights

now that you're gone

now that you're gone

now that you're gone