If I Die

if I die

if I die, is that enough to make you cry?

sometimes I see a black fog in my room

it maybe just an illusion, but it reminds me of tombs

its hard to take the blame, say the fault is yours, isn't it?

(it's Friday night) once in a while I should decide to ease up a little bit

but I'm afraid to fade away, I'd rather be vanished

it's my punishment for mistakes I've made

if I die

if I die, is that enough to make you cry?

excuse my silly question, because this is the last time

world still turns without me, world still turns around

world still turns without me

even if I die, if I die

being an emotionless person is the same as suicide

I don't know what's the purpose of life

how breathing dirty air differs frok choking

I'm not crazy, baby I'm not joking

if I die

if I die, is that enough to make you cry?

excuse my silly question, because this is the last time

can you hear me?

I'm just a **** in the forest

I know she wants me to be honest

if I show you the devil in me

then would you have a reason to believe again?

"I couldn't even be your rain cover"

"all I need from you is to walk toether"

"why couldn't we listen to one another"

I'm afraid to fade away, I'd rather be vanished

it's my punishment for mistakes I've made

if I die

if I die, is that enough to make you cry?

excuse my silly question, because this is the last time

world still turns without me, world still turns around

world still turns without me

even if I die, if I die