Going Down

I can smell my defeat

I can tell it's on repeat

It's in slow-motion in my head

Your devotion's to be dead

Can't recall, I can't rejoice

It's not at all like I have a choice

Played with fire, now I burn

'cause my desire didn't let me turn

My desire wouldn't let me turn

I'm going down

Can't pretend, it's gonna end

It's all around

Takes my soul beyond control

I'm going down

I got lost, I got refused

I can't trust since I'd been used

Should have felt it from the start

But I melted with my heart

So I stayed, defied the ache

And I paid for your mistakes

I'll retire with the facts I've learned:

My desire didn't let me turn