Find My Way Home

My children are born

But I’m still half afraid

They’ll turn out like me and this mess I’ve made

This marriage I’ve taken for granted for so long

That trip that I took to the school back in March

You stayed with your sister

That girl that I told you was only a friend

Turns out that I kissed her

My sister’s a wreck

She has been for years

She fought with her father

I wonder if he knows she’ll be alright

Because God can fix her.

I know I can’t be forgiven

Why would I try?

I know I can’t be forgiven

Why waste my time?

That guy that you talked to over the phone

You said you were lonely

I gave you permission to call his part

If you cook for me only

I left all my shirts in the closet upstairs

Right next to the bathroom

I wonder if you could make sure they were clean

Before you return them

I know I can’t be forgiven

Why would I try?

I know I can’t be forgiven

Why waste my time?

Because I can’t find my way home

And I don’t know where to go