歌词
You know it from beginning
你一直都知道
You like to choke on silence
你喜欢无声饮泣
You know it from the start
你自始就知道
You know it since it all became alive
自从一切变得鲜明 你便全然明了
Filthy son of need
欲求肮脏的孩子啊
Come on and show your blood
来啊 让我看看你流的血
You know it
你知道
You like to expose your wounds
你爱袒露伤痕
You know how good is to show a skin
你知道这感受好极了
Ripped off from lies
剥落谎言的外皮并呈于眼前
But you can't do it again
但你不能再这么做了
And you won't do it again
你也不会再这么做了
You're not wrong
你并无过失
I don't suffer from sadness but from limberness
使我痛苦的并非悲伤 而是脆弱
Yet I am harass by the question
我被这样的问题长久侵扰
As any other person that melts in true pains
是否其他人也会在真实的痛苦中溃不成军
Don't blame me for being aware
请不要因我意识到这一点而责备我
I am not denying the weeping
我在哭泣——这我并不否认
I am just to anguished to fall
痛苦使我不堪跌落
My idleness is not an escape but a consequence
我怠惰的方式并非逃避 而是直面因果
I am tired yet in love
我疲惫不堪 却置身于爱
I have touched life
我触碰过生活
I have licked the hidden places
舔舐过那些密处
I have spit on her as she has spit on me
她朝我吐唾沫时我也这么干
But she's no longer attractive
但她不再吸引我了
So I have betrayed her for silence
所以我以缄默作为叛离
For his skin is just skin
因为他的皮肤只是真实血肉而已
and not the surface of the truth
并非包裹着真相的皮囊
I am so tired of dwelling
我厌倦了栖身世间
I am so tired to realize
厌倦了意识到这一切
That is not about the end but about the search
这无关终焉 而关乎寻觅
The only string in which I hang in life
我悬于生活上的唯一细绳
Is the taste I find in suffering
即是我品尝的痛苦
So let me rise a dirty c**t
所以 让我穿上脏兮兮的大衣
To the shine of the never ending enquiry
起身走入那无尽问询的光亮之中
To this , I have determine myself to stay quiet
关于此 我决意保持沉默
And perhaps to smile once in a while
可能偶尔笑一笑吧
I will contemplate the day and not its possibility
我沉思的是生活 而非其可能
Move my feet a little and be amazed by my toes
稍稍移动脚 又惊叹于脚趾
I don't want to be great
我无意变得伟大
I just want to be beautiful
我只想变得美好而已
Yet I am conscious of my choice
然而我明白我的选择是什么
Thus I won't be released from my thoughts
因此我无法从思虑中获得解脱
I guess I'll have to laugh more often
我想 我该多笑笑了
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