One of Yours

Sucker myself into believing that

I'm doing the right thing

I think of your face and

I pretend that

I'm not alone

I'm lining up all the love and the trust and the good things,

But there's a hole in my heart where

I once kept a piece of home

What if one of yours turned a color

You didn't mean for it to be

And what if one of yours became another

Would you hear it say:

Let me goThis isn't what

I wanted.

I can't be here anymore

Let me goThis isn't what

I needed.

I can't exist here anymore

I've been thinking about my money and how

I gave it all away

I've been thinking about the people and how

I should have never let them stay

I've been thinking about how

I always have to write just one more song

Well you know me, and that

I'll never change

But I meant it well all along, and

I was wrong

What if one of yours turned a color

You didn't mean for it to be

And what if one of yours became another

Would you hear it say:

Let me goThis isn't what

I wanted.

I can't be here anymore

Let me goThis isn't what

I needed.

I can't exist here anymore

Replace the silence with deafening sound

Send away the people,

I want no one around

This is my greatest mistake

And I will not be denied

I'm crawling my way to the surface outside

What if one of yours turned a color

You didn't mean for it to be

And what if one of yours became another

Would you hear it say:

Let me goThis isn't what

I wanted.

I can't be here anymore

Let me goThis isn't what

I needed.

I can't exist here anymore