Hated by life itself.

"Never cry in pain that you wanna die

Go and live the life that you wanna find"

Those song's tired lines just kill me

What a fool would still believe?

'Cause in truth I don't care if I die today

But the ones I love wouldn't make me feel the same

"I don't know, somehow they're just different"

My ego makes me sick

I don't care if strangers die in the street alone

Spreading all the hatred has become a fashion show

Even so you tell me to live my life happy

Oh what a world the life would be

Sitting across the screen another soul is dying

Trying hard another sings a song to keep surviving

Moved by their words a child runs in passion

Slashing, a knife in his hand now

Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives

I force out the values that I'm calling mine

Belting out a song that's made for murdering each other's light

That's played aloud throughout the fading night

Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives

As we thoughtlessly each pray to disappear and die

We who look at life with empty disappointed eyes

Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives

Yeah, those questions with a simple right or wrong just

All build on up to the kind of sadness that I'll break us

Endless troubles piling up too much to count 'em now

I simply push 'em down into the ground and let a laugh out

Lungs drowning from the failures of the eighth time

I hit the ball but still am only fouling out I

Reach around the dark but, I can not see a thing

I know that once upon a time this room had made me want to live

I'm stuck in the mud just struggling

Cut with blood for my rebellion

Crying to God that it's my life

But in that strife I'm only trembling

Oh and know, if that's where you go

Reap what you sow, never come close to the

Love from the ones you showed up

You never even know where all the loving goes

So then tell me just who is the damn song for?

Surly there's someone that you had in store

Transform the hurting you felt within your heart alone

And shove it all upon another, you go

And dream but the image that you're drawing up

Surely is the heart that once had meant so much

Yeah, I guess

It was.

Please don’t just let it go

Deep within that fragile heart, that tiny little hope

"Die, shut your mouth!"

"Die, shut your mouth!"

Head to toe I'm stained by, the words that break and badly beat me down

I'll sing this song even if all my light is burning out

Both of us are hated by our own lives

As we’re both intoxicated by a sad goodbye

Without ever knowing what it means to die

Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives

Our meetings, and partings, affections, and longing, are naught but a joke within a fading dream

Just bonds that are bought with reality

I could be dead in a day lying in a grave

Everything I've ever done might only be a waste

The morning, and evening

The spring and, the seasons

Will always stay the same though we will slowly waste away

I don't need tomorrow

Or dreams that come and go

Just living on with you is what I always wanted most

I know that's also

What I had really meant to sing so

Both of us are hated by our own lives

At last, we're all doomed to fade simply die

It'll take you, taking me too

Soon enough we all fall like autumn leaves anew

But while I'm here I know I'm still alive so

Even if I might die tomorrow

We'll never know so come let's go and fly away to live the life we chose