歌词
作词：BreezyGK
后期：NNbeats
录音：A1bek
U can say u r sry,but baby im so numb right now,i mean i feel kinda lonely.
你大可告诉我你很抱歉，可现在我却如此麻木夹杂着些许孤独。
u r not able to hold me,the time when i need u but u can not find me ,to heal me。
召之即来,挥之即去，在我需要的时候他们都适度消失。
i know it huts sometimes but its beautiful,u know i been there before,i know its beautiful.
生活如此奔流不息，却又如此清澈
i mean u r beautiful,my life is beautiful,even though u wanna leave,its kinda beautiful.
空山不见人,但闻人语响
riding new Mercedes,its kinda crazy lately,da **** has been my daily,feeling happy maybe
物资财富泛滥，灵魂空虚不定
im feeling anxious maybe,bunch of fking maybes,maybes,maybes maybes.
即使你拥有万贯家财，也不能满足你内心深处的需求。
u r living a life that u wanted,without me by ur side i mean u wanna keep the distance,
如今你的愿望实现了，我们之间的距离变得越来越遥远。
whats wrong with u,when i get real with u,u know i dont wanna lose,i woulda die for u.
落花有意随流水，流水无情恋落花。
you can pretend that you dont miss me,i know its kinda end of the story
你可以假装从来都不会想起我，我也明白这可能就是故事的结局了。（前句在Billie Eilish的Biches Broken Hearts中出现过）
you know i feel for u,because i care for u,u know i dont wanna lose i woulda die for u.
他们都说你不可理喻,我却觉得悠然自得。
i dont wanna die i wanna live though,i dont wanna die but i feel cold
身处迷茫，我看不清人生前方的路。
i dont wanna die i wanna live though,i don wanna die.
即使看清了，我也感到恐惧和不确定。
i dont wanna die i wanna live though,dealing with the pain inside my brain,can u feel no.
绝望掩埋了欢笑，失望掩饰了一切。
suicidal thoughts want me end up on the tight rope,can u feel me, yeah oh lord.
觉得自己的灵魂已经凝结成一块坚硬的石块，慢慢地沉坠．。
i gotta do it right,that is hard though,
先知三日，富贵十年。
i wanna feel the vibe,like im j cole,
欲望以提升热忱，毅力以磨平高山。
im not gon giving up,i dont let go
忘掉失败，不过要牢记失败中的教训。
cuz everytime i fall back,u gonna help girl,
感谢你在我需要的时候存在过。
i prefer be lonely,i prefer be lonely,cuz that made me feel like im okay.
旅行在无穷无尽脑海中的我。
i prefer be lonely，yeah，i prefer be lonely
在自己的黑暗中狂欢，偶尔也贪恋你的光芒。
Everybody dies in their nightmares,u gon feel the pain coming,cuz that is life yeah,
人生本就是忆苦思甜 苦尽甘来
we'll be fighting till the end,no matter what yeah(x2)
学会苦中作乐，生活才不会难
I might come back with the real me
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