By_Myslf

Myself

What do I do to ignore them behind me?

Do I follow my instincts blindly?

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams

And give into sad thoughts that are maddening?

Do I sit here and try to stand it?

Or do I try to catch 'em red handed?

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?

Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I can't hold when I'm stretched so thin

I make the right moves but I'm lost within

I put on my daily facade but then

I just end up getting hurt again, by myself

Myself

I ask why

But in my mind I find

I can't rely on myself

Myself

I ask why

But in my mind I find

I can't rely on myself

I can't look around

(It's too much to take in)

I can't hold back

(When I'm stretched so thin)

I can't slow down

(Watching everything spin)

I can't look back

(Starting over again)

If I turn my back, I'm defenseless

And to go blindly seems senseless

If I hide my pride and let it all go on, then theyll

Take from me 'til everything is gone

If I let them go, I'll be outdone

But if I try to catch 'em I'll be, outrun

If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer

Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer, by myself

Myself

I ask why

But in my mind I find

I can't rely on myself

Myself

I ask why

But in my mind I find

I can't rely on myself

I can't look around

It's too much to take in

I can't hold back

When I'm stretched so thin

I can't slow down

Watching everything spin

I can't look back

Starting over again

Don't you

Don't you

Don't you

Know, I can't tell you how to make it

Go, no matter what I do, how hard I

Try, I cant seem to convince myself

Why, Im stuck on the outside, don't you

Know, I can't tell you how to make it

Go, no matter what I do, how hard I

Try, I cant seem to convince myself

Why, Im stuck on the outside, don't you

Know, I can't tell you how to make it

Go, no matter what I do, how hard I

Try, I cant seem to convince myself

Why, Im stuck on the outside, don't you

Know, I can't tell you how to make it

Go, no matter what I do, how hard I

Try, I cant seem to convince myself

Why, Im stuck on the outside, don't you

Know, I can't tell you how to make it

Go, no matter what I do, how hard I

Try, I cant seem to convince myself

Why, Im stuck on the outside, don't you

Know, I can't tell you how to make it

Go, no matter what I do, how hard I

Try, I cant seem to convince myself

Why, Im stuck on the outside