Mental Issues

I just feel like...

Nobody really understands me you know?

It's like I constantly play this games in my head

Like I... I think I'm... Good and then I...

I... I don't know...

I got mental issues, I don't what to call it

Ok I gotta couple screws loose inside my noggin

Shoutout to my dad for not using a condom

Cuz now I'm a problem...

Imagine these rappers were tight

Mumble rap was just a gag at the mic

Back in the the lab they were actually tight

Countin' stacks while gettin' a laugh at the hype

And these pill poppin rappers never dabble in vice

Sober and clean never sold crack in the night

Nice guys who rap tough but get dragged in fight

The type who won't stab but keep on grabbin' a knife

I'm just babbling facts, hope you handle advice

Don't diss me, you don't wanna gamble your life

Yeah I'm rambling but you can tell I'm actually tight

Damn it I just might hit a dab to the right

Like I'm coming from the dance of the night

These things happen, cuz I happen to write

I'm still standing, ***** I stand at a height

That you can't fathom, so just pass on the mic

No ones gunna get in my way cuz I won't let you

Yeah you're sick but I am on another level

I don't like you and I'm not gunna pretend to

I gotta great life that I need to attend to

It's "**** you" and the people rollin' with you

I'm actually fine, you're the one with the issue

First time I do a show, I rage at the venue

And flex on my ex like the way I was meant to

I need Jennette McCurdy to **** me

I wanted dirty sex with her since iCarly

We met at a meet and greet and it was lovely

She recognized me and I begged her to love me

You say I rap sad, I got one side that's ugly

Think I'm not savage, you must be a dummy

Got girls in different states there calling me hubby

Girl you'll get replaced if you start to get funny

It's about time I flex, I think that I deserve it

Been rapping for years barely scratching the surface

Been underground to long and now I'm emerging

Not stoppin' my music till Slim Shady heard it

I been crazy workin' on my daily urges

To give you nothing less than amazing verses

Get turnt at the club with the bottles you purchased

While I manifest every dream you been curvin'

That's real

I got mental issues, I cannot ignore this

Okay I could get help but I can't afford it

Shoutout to my mom for skippin' the abortion

Your son will be enormous

Everybody from Higley High please listen up

Thank you for telling me I should give up

You partied I worked and finessed a buzz

How does it feel to get left in the dust

Funny how you girls keep hittin' me up

Up in my DM's, like "when we gon' ****"

Imma need you to get off of my ****

The girls who curved me they turned into *****

Don't say we're friends and don't wish me luck (aye)

I got my fans right here backin' me up (uh)

I turned to music and you turned to drugs

Get a look, this is what sacrifice does

Tried to be nice but it wasn't enough

I think I like the person I've become

**** your advice, I listen to my gut

And it's telling me keep ****in shit up

I got so much anger that's inside me

I just wanna end you

Everybody's so quick to judge me, but

Don't know what I been through

I've been locked all alone inside of my room

Showin' the world what my pen do

I say whatever I feel I'm unapologetic

I give a **** if I offend you

Fans writing me "Sik, I'm so sick of the booing

We wanna hear that raw bump in the trunk music"

I got this beat by homage and got right to it

I've been up all night just so I can write to it

Whys it feel like you don't realize that I'm human

I have feelings to and I feel Imma lose it

Got anger pent up, please don't tell me to cool it

I harnessed my emotions and then I use it, like

Oh my god, I think I'm, gunna show you more, than you can see

All my probs, in my mind, slow me down because they run deep

All this time, you thought I, was in my bed, but I can't sleep

All my life, I felt like, No one could truly love me

Could truly love me...

Yeah...