歌词
Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
凌晨梦醒 尚有余悸
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
我要战胜焦虑 他得是我的阶下囚
Even when I know it's been forever
尽管这是一场没有尽头的斗争
I can still feel the spin
但我仍能反击
Hurts when I remember and
一回忆 全是血
I never wanna feel it again
而我不想再任他折磨
Don't know if you get it 'cause
如果你能明白
I can't express how thankful I am
我对你难以言表的感激
That you were always with me when
风里雨里 与子偕行
It hurts I know that you understand
只有你看得见我的伤痛
I don't wanna lose control
我不愿失控沦陷
Nothing I can do anymore
再也无力反击
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸 每一天都竭尽全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
我的世界天旋地转 我的胸膛承受重担
I don't wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
有时我脑海里闪过放弃的念头 可我没有轻易妥协
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
尽力地呼吸 哪怕又要呼出 可我已捕获到了维持生命的空气
'Cause even though I'm older now and
尽管年岁在堆积
I know how to shake off the past
我也依旧能甩去嵌在心底处 对过去的执念
I wouldn't have made it if
我难以挺过这些困苦
I didn't have you holding my hand
如若没有你紧握我的双手
I don't wanna lose control
我不愿失控沦陷
Nothing I can do anymore
再无力反击
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸 每一天都竭尽全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
我的世界天旋地转 我的心灵备受折磨
I don't wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控
I need you to know I would
我想让你明白
Never be this strong without you
没有你的陪伴 我难以如此坚强
You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
你目睹我成长 你释我疑惑
'Cause you were home
因为你是我的归宿
I don't wanna lose control
我不愿失控沦陷
There's nothing I can do anymore
再也无力反击
I don't wanna lose control
我不愿凌乱崩溃
Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore
无能为力至全无力气
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸 每一天都竭尽全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
我的世界天旋地转 我的灵魂备受挤压
I don't wanna lose control
可我不愿至此沦陷