Nervous

[Verse 1]

Sometimes I lie

Sometimes I convince myself

That everything’s fine

I’m such a good actress

When I say that I miss you

I miss you, I miss you

I think that I actually do

Then I almost forget

There’s so much messed up

Between me and you

If I close my eyes, I can’t even see

I’m in ****ed state of mind

This can’t last forever

I want the attention

I want the affection

Then you take up all of my time

And besides the sex there’s nothing left

There is nothing left

[Chorus]

I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)

I’m not really looking to get healthy

I have so many perspectives

I’m losing perspective

I make me nervous

I make me nervous

I make me nervous

[Verse 2]

Is it okay

That I might be using you for my own escape

I know that it’s selfish for me to expect you to understand where I been

When you been here the whole time

As messed up as it is, can we admit it

Can we just say it

[Chorus]

I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)

I’m not really looking to get healthy

I have so many perspectives

I’m losing perspective

I make me nervous

I make me nervous

I make me nervous

[Bridge]

I know it’s fine like every other time

I know that I lie a little bit every time

Almost every time

I don’t mean to ruin things

But I could say anything

Sometimes I could say anything

[Chorus]

I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)

I’m not really looking to get healthy

I have so many perspectives

I’m losing perspective

I make me nervous

I make me nervous

[Chorus]

I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)

I’m not really looking to get healthy

I have so many perspectives

I’m losing perspective

I make me nervous

I make me nervous

I make me nervous

I make me nervous

I make me nervous