Stones

I don't really wanna

Wanna be a wannabe

I can see them watching

But you just know what you see

Everybody's got their problems

So why they throwing stones at me

I know I'm not perfect

But you still said I'm clean

Wow

Me and God ain't talking much

I don't feel like I'm enough

Try to smile and say I'm good

But I feel like I'm giving up

Every day is another fight

Some days I wish I don't wake up

The other day my Mother called

And said she's worried bout her son

I don't trust in anyone

Switching churches every month

I tried to tell my pastor friend

He told me chill, you'll be just fine

What kinda advice is that

Where do leaders go to bleed

You mean to say, just hide your scars, 'cause no one feels the same as me

Dang

When are we gonna be real

I know we got some real issues, but my God, He still heals

I was mentally exhausted

All these songs I kept forcing

I used to say no days off

'Cause I thought I'm supposed to

But that's not how it works

Jesus often withdrew

Reconnected to the Father, who am I without you

I'm done doing this alone, I know my God will come through

I know the valleys don't last but the warriors do

I don't really wanna

Wanna be a wannabe

I can see them watching

But you just know what you see

Everybody's got their problems

So why they throwing stones at me

I know I'm not perfect

But you still said I'm clean

Wow

Just wanna walk in my calling, but I get in the way

Sometimes I feel that I'm falling, like I've been led astray

And the world's been a cold place lately

So, I dress warm, trust God, and pray for better days

Every day I'm reminded of your amazing grace

But even though I know, I end up falling flat on my face

I never want to be somebody I'm not

So, I pray You keep me grounded, plant my feet on the rock

Whenever they try to throw one You just throw up a block

Protecting and keeping me from going over the top

And as the world turns I'm gonna hold on tighter than

I ever have before, I gotta grip like Spider-Man

And I pray like it's the job I always wanted

For love and serenity to be present the way You planned it

And I know sometimes I don't understand it

But it's the peace of God that surpasses all understanding

I don't really wanna

Wanna be a wannabe

I can see them watching

But you just know what you see

Everybody's got their problems

So why they throwing stones at me

I know I'm not perfect

But You still said I'm clean

I don't really wanna

Wanna be a wannabe

I can see them watching

But you just know what you see

Everybody's got their problems

So why they throwing stones at me

I know I'm not perfect

But You still said I'm clean

Wow