You Were My Best Friend

I wish I would’ve picked up the phone

And been there when you needed me most

I wish would’ve texted you back

And cherished all the time that we had

I wish I would’ve paid more attention

And I wish I would’ve asked more questions

I wish I woulda been there for you

Like you were there for me

I can’t go back in time

But I wish I could

All of these feelings that i’m having

I really just cannot put

Them into words

Honestly my heart feels shattered

I’m tryna keep my composure

But it’s hard

When there’s a dagger

In my heart

I can’t believe that this is real

It’s been a week since you passed and ion know what to feel

You were my best friend

My ride or die until the end

Now it’s the end and my brain just cannot comprehend

That you’re gone

This pain just keeps on hurting

I’m screaming out to God cuz I know you ain’t deserve this

I’m carrying this guilt on my shoulders

It’s a burden

If you were here I know you’d tell me just to keep on working

Through this

But it’s so difficult without you here

I’m in an ocean full of sadness filled with all my tears

I’m in the depths of mind and i just can’t see clear

And now all I really want’s to make you reappear

You were my best friend

My ride or die until the end

I can’t believe the end’s here

I’m drowning and i can’t see clear

You were my best friend

My ride or die until the end

I can’t believe the end’s here

I’m drowning and i can’t see clear

This was supposed to last longer than it did

I can’t believe that you’ll never meet my kids

I can’t believe that it’s really all over

And i’ll never hear your voice again as i grow older

Man

This all is crazy

We just was on the phone

You hit me up about my show and said you couldn’t go

You said that earlier that day you stopped breathing

My heart sank but it wasn’t that hard to believe it

Cuz i remember when i was with you

You fainted for the first time

I look on it now

And understand that was the first sign

That yo time was coming

I should’ve understood then that your time was running

Out

And if i could i would go back in time

But I can’t

And that’s the reason that i lose my mind

Because I shoulda been better to you

I showed you love but should’ve showed it better

I can’t believe that you’re gone forever

You were my best friend

My ride or die until the end

I can’t believe the end’s here

I’m drowning and i can’t see clear

You were my best friend

My ride or die until the end

I can’t believe the end’s here

I’m drowning and i can’t see clear