2013

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Sometimes we can romanticize the past too much

And it ends up killing us inside

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And even though we know it bad for us we do it anyway

But that's what makes us human

Take it back to when this sh*t was simple now I'm a curse being

I'm feeling nostalgic my memories starts to irk me

Shadows from the past coming back and it hurts see

Everything was different in 2000 and 13

I was just a boy just a kid like the rest of them

I was blending but I did it standing next to them

Everyday I thought about the future so depressed

In them I thought better days would

Come but those were the best of them

Nothing but dumb I was young

And I thought I was in love I thought that girl was the one

She put her hair in a bun

She gave me kisses and hugs

She made me happy as ****

I was someone she could trust until

I f*cked it all up

I won't forget where I'm from

I'm leaving here either way

This is the place I grew up I hope they keep it the same

I'm moving on that's enough

So there's no reason to stay recalling all that I've done things

I did creep in my brain

I remember nights I would lay down on the train tracks

Looking at the stars fall maybe they were spacecrafts

Tears falling from my face

Demons made the rain dance

Dempsey had a dead wish so he could end the pain fast

I was a loner that nobody noticed

I'm saddest remotest

When I'm at my lowest

I'm under hipnosis

I'm some what a poet that's made of distinction and broken components

Looks are deceiving

I'm silently screaming

I hate when they tease me

It's hard enough breathing And

Finding a meaning in wanting and needing

I'm really not living my heart is just beating at times

When I'm sleeping I feel like I'm leaving the planet

I'm living alone in a coffin

We're just repeating the process of breathing

But maybe I'm dreaming I do that sh*t often

Love is appealing but I don't believe in it

God is appealing but I don't believe in him

Look in the mirror now

What do you see in it trapped in my mind

And I don't wanna be in it

And I know I might be lost forever but I'll always search for myself

Always