Internally Bleeding

(Verse)

The things I've seen in life will make you choke by surprise

Like an aborted fetus in a jar that opened it's eyes

Provokin' my demise, I'll leave your spirit broken inside

Like the feeling of 50 million people hopin' you'd die

And ******s wonder why my heart is full of hatred and anger

'Cause some ****** killed my firstborn son with a coat hanger

I strangled out the pain until my soul was empty and cold

Crippled and worthless, so I thought that it could never be sold

My mother told me that placin' my faith in God was the answer,

but then I hated God cause he gave my mother cancer

Killin' her slow like the Feds did to the Black Panthers

The genesis of genocide is like a Pagan religion

Carefully hidden, woven into the holidays of a Christian

I had a vision of nuclear holocaust on top of me

And this is prophecy, the words that I speak from my lungs

The severed head of John the Baptist speakin' in tongues

Like Che Guevara, my soliloquies speak through a gun

Pain in slow motion like trees that reach for the sun

******, the preachin' is done

'Cause I don't got a DJ, like Reverend Run

I curse the life of any man who kills benevolent ones

I never asked to be the messenger, but I was chosen

To speak the words of every African slave dumped in the ocean,

stolen by America, tortured, buried, and frozen

Written out of the history books your children are holdin'

Internally bleedin', cold-blooded, stripped of emotion

I go through the motions, but there's no life in my eyes

It's like I'm hooked up to a respirator, waitin' to die

Hooked up to the ******' chair, waitin' to fry

Soothin' an electrocution currently used in my execution

Producin' thoughts at the speed of light, burnin' confusion

I'm losin' my sight, breathin' is tight, the evening is white

I made my peace with the Lord, and now I stand on his right

(Hook)

(Death is a another part of life!)

These are my last words, I'm havin' difficulty breathin'

Dyin' on the inside, internally bleedin'

Angel of Death draggin' me away while I'm sleepin'

Watchin' my world crumble

In front of me, searchin' for meanin'

These are my last words, I'm havin' difficulty breathin'

Dyin' on the inside, internally bleedin'

Angel of Death draggin' me away while I'm sleepin'

Watchin' my world crumble

In front of me, searchin' for meanin'