One More Cry

I've been looking for somethin' I'm gon' find

What should I do in the meantime?

Say you can't look for it, it'll find you

Do you feel the same too?

Something that I ain't said in a long time

Front line, I was fighting for you

Angels sing in the choir for you

If you wanna

Favorite poem, I wrote it for you

Know you know it

Turned it into a song for you

Days go by, I try to bottle these tears inside

Here's one more cry

I cry

Single-handedly, I been taking real good care of me

That shit in my blood like liquor or Cherokee

Y'know black folk, we don't go to no therapy

Tell 'em keep they two cents, give it to charity

Go H.A.M. like Sara Lee

Watch it all go down the drain like merrily, merrily

Legally blind and my friends, I see them barely, barely

They say let me holla at you,

Guess that's why they call them holidays

But Christmas feel like Simba on a Father's Day

I'm supposed to be the strongest, the oldest

The leader of our country-ass family

The POTUS, the podium come up to my shoulders

I'm short and I'm shook and I'm broken

My favorite voters can't show up to the polls

And you still don't want me to show emotion and I refuse

'Cause I love you that's why

'Cause I want to that's why

'Cause I miss you that's why

'Cause I miss you that's why

Know I said that was the last one last year

But we both know you deserve one last tear

Days go by, I try to bottle these tears inside

There's one more cry

I cry

Every time I feel the grace,

It feel like God just said "Hello there"

Never been to heaven but I know I wanna go there

Carry me through cancer when my auntie didn't have no hair

Shook me when she left us but my faith did not go nowhere

I've been banging on my chest when I cry, flex when I cry

Beat a nigga's ass when I cry, that's when I cry

Feel like I'm the man when I cry

I won't let it go, don't hold it against me

My Auntie Kim told me

Punch you in your motherfucking mouth if you lie on me

Can't no pussy ass nigga ever never get down on me

079, they count on me

Tears raining down on me, to the ground on me

Me and God playing tips

'Cause he never gonna bounce on me, won't bounce on me

Tryna find a button-up shirt for your funeral

Tryna find a bunch of answers only you would know

I'm just tryna play my part like a movie role

Need a bitch face-down like it's Yu-Gi-Oh!

I ain't tryna act hard, life's hard enough

God knows my heart when the cards is tucked

So I ain't never been scared of no groupie hoe

Though I walk through the valley like Coolio

I've been up for days

I ain't cry for years

Bitch I'm fucking serious

Let em dress where I get my dress

Are you okay sis? Yeah I'm lit

Had to let them live

Had to let them live

See you at the crib

See you at the crib

Favorite poem I wrote it for you

Know you know it

Turn it into a song for you