歌词
I have dreamt about what it's like to die
我又梦见我死了
And i saw myself becoming shadows again
我看到自己又一次变成了影子
Just like i did when i was a kid
就像我小时候梦到的一样
I saw my bones crack open and all the things i've been hiding from you spill out
我看到我的骨头裂开了，那些我曾经试图在你面前隐瞒的东西，现在全部无所遁形
All the secrets that i never thought i'd tell anyone about
那些我打算一辈子烂在肚子里的秘密
I am warm and i am bored and i am drifting through this place
在梦里我觉得有点儿暖和、有点儿无聊，我从我自己身边漂走
It's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me
但这个噩梦也不比现实可怕多少
But i wish that i'd never met a lot of the people that i've met
有时候我想，要是我没有遇到过我生命中的某些人就好了
Not because i don't like them but because i only let them down
倒不是因为我讨厌他们，只是我总把事情搞砸，我只会让他们失望
And when you disappoint everyone all the time it's hard not to want to die
我觉得羞愧难当
[01:53.55]Constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling
当你持续地让每个人失望的时候，你很难不想去死
Like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
我每天都坐立不安
Behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
一千只复仇的眼睛狠狠注视着我
And everywhere i go i know i'm not welcomed
从公共浴室的镜子里，从地铁的玻璃外
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