歌词
Had my first smoke in four years today
今天抽了四年来的第一根烟
I wasn't thinking about my voice
也许我并没在乎我的嗓音
Or the things that my poor mother would
或是,如果我妈妈知道我又开始抽烟了
say if she found out that I made this choice
她会怎么想
I was thinking about your face
打开打火机时,我想起了你的脸
And the look of disappointment
想起了你失望时的样子
That you would surely cast my way if
我想那时的你如果被我扬起的风帆吹动
you caught wind of the sails I've hoisted
你肯定会奔向我的
I float away, path curling like the smoke off my tongue
我远走他乡,脚下的路就像从舌苔上袅袅升起的烟
Still hurt, emotions closed tight like my lungs
还是不能释怀,那些思绪像我的肺一样紧绷着
Know I said I'd never write about you again
我知道我说过歌词里再也不会提及你
But a promise ain't a promise
但如果我们都没有把目标坚持下去
If we both have never held up our end
承诺就不算是承诺
No, a promise ain't a promise
如果我们都不想再伪装下去
If we both have never held up our end
就不必再违背自己内心的真实想法
那些一支支的烟
Twelve-packs and cigarettes
它们只是有害无利
I guess they never help
我想我总是偏爱那些伤害自己的东西
Think I have some kind of penchant for things detrimental to my health
我希望现状能有点改变,我只是希望我们还是朋友
I wish that things were different, I just wish we were still friends
因为到头来我只知道一件事
'Cause if there's one thing I know,
所有的所有,都表明了
this just all goes to show that a promise ain't
如果我们都不想再伪装下去,那就不必再违背自己内心的真实想法
a promise if we both have never held up our end
当初我就不该去那个酒吧
当初我就不该注意到你的车
I never should've went to that bar
当初我就不该一直等你,我应该早早地离开
I wish I never noticed your car
现在的我又拿着一支烟,在屋外抽了起来
I shouldn't have waited, I should've just left
为什么我不能无视你那吸引人的样子
Now I'm outside my house with a new cigarette to smoke again
为什么我要让你牵着我的手带我离开那个酒吧
Why couldn't I ignore your glowing skin and smile?
当初的我曾许下承诺不再靠近你
Why'd I let you grab my hand and lead me in?
但如果我们都没有坚持下去
I made a promise to myself to never let this win
承诺就不算是承诺
But a promise ain't a promise
如果我们都不想再伪装下去
If I can't hold together both ends
就不必再违背自己的内心
No, a promise ain't a promise
如果我们都不想再伪装下去
If I can't hold together both ends
就不必再违背自己的内心
No, a promise ain't a promise
今天我抽了四年来的第一包烟
If I can't hold together both ends
说真的,它们从来没让我冷静下来
也许我有某种扭曲的癖好
I smoked my first pack in 4 years today
总是偏爱伤害自己的东西
I mean, I guess it didn't really help
我想我又要,抽起烟了
I think I have some kind of
penchant for things detrimental to my health
I guess I'm smoking again
专辑信息
1.Perfect Driftwood
2.The Corner's Dilemma
3.Smokes, Let's Go
4.Monte Luna
5.Tail Whip, Struggle
6.You Don't Say That
7.Stay Out Of The Basement
8.Anaconda Vice
9.The Fix Is In
10.Today is Especially Delicious
11.Cerulean City
12.What's Past is Prologue