歌词
Had my first smoke in four years today
今天抽了四年来的第一根烟
I wasn't thinking about my voice
也许我并没在乎我的嗓音
Or the things that my poor mother would
或是,如果我妈妈知道我又开始抽烟了
say if she found out that I made this choice
她会怎么想
I was thinking about your face
打开打火机时,我想起了你的脸
And the look of disappointment
想起了你失望时的样子
That you would surely cast my way if
我想那时的你如果被我扬起的风帆吹动
you caught wind of the sails I've hoisted
你肯定会奔向我的
I float away, path curling like the smoke off my tongue
我远走他乡,脚下的路就像从舌苔上袅袅升起的烟
Still hurt, emotions closed tight like my lungs
还是不能释怀,那些思绪像我的肺一样紧绷着
Know I said I'd never write about you again
我知道我说过歌词里再也不会提及你
But a promise ain't a promise
但如果我们都没有把目标坚持下去
If we both have never held up our end
承诺就不算是承诺
No, a promise ain't a promise
如果我们都不想再伪装下去
If we both have never held up our end
就不必再违背自己内心的真实想法
那些一支支的烟
Twelve-packs and cigarettes
它们只是有害无利
I guess they never help
我想我总是偏爱那些伤害自己的东西
Think I have some kind of penchant for things detrimental to my health
我希望现状能有点改变,我只是希望我们还是朋友
I wish that things were different, I just wish we were still friends
因为到头来我只知道一件事
'Cause if there's one thing I know,
所有的所有,都表明了
this just all goes to show that a promise ain't
如果我们都不想再伪装下去,那就不必再违背自己内心的真实想法
a promise if we both have never held up our end
当初我就不该去那个酒吧
当初我就不该注意到你的车
I never should've went to that bar
当初我就不该一直等你,我应该早早地离开
I wish I never noticed your car
现在的我又拿着一支烟,在屋外抽了起来
I shouldn't have waited, I should've just left
为什么我不能无视你那吸引人的样子
Now I'm outside my house with a new cigarette to smoke again
为什么我要让你牵着我的手带我离开那个酒吧
Why couldn't I ignore your glowing skin and smile?
当初的我曾许下承诺不再靠近你
Why'd I let you grab my hand and lead me in?
但如果我们都没有坚持下去
I made a promise to myself to never let this win
承诺就不算是承诺
But a promise ain't a promise
如果我们都不想再伪装下去
If I can't hold together both ends
就不必再违背自己的内心
No, a promise ain't a promise
如果我们都不想再伪装下去
If I can't hold together both ends
就不必再违背自己的内心
No, a promise ain't a promise
今天我抽了四年来的第一包烟
If I can't hold together both ends
说真的,它们从来没让我冷静下来
也许我有某种扭曲的癖好
I smoked my first pack in 4 years today
总是偏爱伤害自己的东西
I mean, I guess it didn't really help
我想我又要,抽起烟了
I think I have some kind of
penchant for things detrimental to my health
I guess I'm smoking again
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