Trying My Best

I know you think I got it all figured out 'cause

I walk around like my head's in the clouds but

I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out

Of his head

I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen

All of the times I spent being not me and

I hope you know that it's not always happy

In my head

'Cause I don't know

The perfect road to go down

But I know

I'm trying my best

I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best but every day

It's so hard

Holding my breath

Holding my breath til' I can say

All of the words I want to say

From my heart

If you really wanted I could let you inside

It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide

Would you believe me if I told you that I've

Got flaws

Now it's time to let the curtains unfold and

Tell all the stories that I didn't want told yeah

Let it out so I unburden my soul

I won't stop

'Cause I don't know

The perfect road to go down

But I know

I'm trying my best

I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best but every day

It's so hard

Holding my breath

Holding my breath til I can say

All of the words I want to say

From my heart

Trying my best

Trying my best to be okay

Trying my best but every day

It's so hard

Holding my breath

Holding my breath til I can say

All of the words I want to say

From my heart