Ventilation, Pt. 3

Ventilation ,Pt.3-Rexx Life Raj

I better find your lovin

This 804in Pacifico

Chapo out there acting crazy

Humpin pillows and sh*t

That's wild

Look look

North face on body colder than it's ever been

You n**gas fans that's evident

30year old men that still dress like teenagers developin'

You do whatever to stay relevant

Used to play with that neck roll I was fully equipped

The yellow jacket captain no wonder I'm steering the ship

I always had that ambition I was that kid bangin pots in the kitchen

Spoiled only child I never listened I always got my way

That's probably why I'm not too good at taking no for answers

I learned to go get it myself everytime no one answered

Somewhere in Idaho where my papa was fighting cancer

I called my mama she front like she was a happy camper

Quiet when it mattered really at a loss

Acing all my comm classes still can't get my point across

What's the point NCAA testing can't roll a joint

But honestly I'd rather be Kanye west than a colt McCoy

n**gas acting funny but you know the boy

Every time I drop you n**gas overjoyed

We need more Kendricks and less Soulja Boys

I am the walking personification of life is what you make it

They wanna make me a criminal but they're sadly mistaken

I'm the new Dennis Richmond the whole bay tuned in

It's time to clean house 'fo we move in

These young n**gas that get a hot track then get raped on their contract

Shelved then they get their spot snatched

F**k with the Rexx

You ain't changed in years I'm unimpressed

Ignorant about your money got you getting finessed

I hear the whispers about my situation n**ga I'm blessed

If you made some better music they would probably invest

Hella backpack rappers with cosigns

All the hype around your album should be subpar most times

Sat down with Pharrell

Played my music he said it's fire as hell

Same day layed a hook for Mozzy sh*t fire as well

I am in another dimension bruh we ain't parallel

I am watching my life evolve into a fairy tale

Cause I worked on my craft instead of crafting an image

And some sh*t I thought was cool for an instagram picture

I swear that I really been that n**ga

I came a long way for a big black n**ga

On life

These were feelings that I had never expected I would feel in this life

Because I always felt alienated self conscious and slightly separate

Because as long as you're in your thinking mind exclusively

Since your mind takes an object you're always one thought away from where life is

You're always thinking about it

So you're always just one thought away

It's the sense of alienation that comes from thinking about life rather than being life

You gon'make it man you gon'make it

I'm hoping I'mma be here when you do it right

But I know that you gon'do it

I really do I have no doubts about that

I be up 3or 4o'clock in the morning

When I can't sleep I know you do

And all I do is just go in there

And I just go to read the tweets

That's all 'cause I'm like

What are they saying about my son now