Not at My Best

You caught my eyes on you

I’m feeling doll sized

Realize I’m tryna hold your gaze

Didn’t notice, until you noticed

Picking up what you’re putting down

Like you were made for me

With my luck it’ll fail me now

I got this energy from you

But that’s an easy thing to lose

I messed around

Too many times before you now

I’m hyper, not relaxed

Still guilty, nonetheless no

I’m not at my best

Four days from now

When the world comes crashing down

I’m a liar like the rest

I’ve cheated all your tests no

I’m not at my best

Two nights alone with you

Think I was scared

Too useless to deny that you make me satisfied

You patched me right up

Didn’t deserve your comfort no

Toss and turn in the bed at night

Like you were calling me

It’s my move but it don’t feel right

I got this energy from you

But that’s an easy thing to lose

I messed around

Too many times before you now

I’m hyper, not relaxed

Still guilty, nonetheless no

I’m not at my best

Four days from now

When the world comes crashing down

I’m a liar like the rest

I’ve cheated all your tests no

I’m not at my best

I got more to save this time

I tore myself away so you wouldn’t try

To frame me in the darkest light

Doesn’t feel right

No I’m not at my best

Been sleeping in a strangers bed

No I’m not at my best

Not at my best