state of mind

I thought I had it all figured out

I had to burn some bridges down

Don't want the world to see me now

Another lonely night that I fall inside my head (get it together)

Then I crawl inside my bed (I'm like whatever)

I don't care if I wake up, this shit sucks

Got a bag that's packed, and I'll test my luck

I'm cliché, look, another sad song

And I've got the freeway in my sights

Can I get some leeway even if I'm dead wrong?

I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate

So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?

Is anybody there to watch me drown?

Don't help, I've been beating myself down

Why do I even try? What a waste of time

I really gotta shake that state of mind

I feel like I've been buried alive

I'm running out of time

I put a tough face on, don't give me questions

I wonder everywhere I go with no direction

Don't see the point, I've been feeling paranoid

Try and drown out all the noise

I can't handle my emotions

Something's gotta give

These words will only get me so far

I scream out into nothing

I feel like I'm going nowhere fast, like the same old story

Nothing ever new, I'm the world's most boring

Tearing me apart from the inside

I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate

So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?

Is anybody there to watch me drown?

Don't help, I've been beating myself down

Why do I even try? What a waste of time

I really gotta shake that state of mind

I feel like I've been buried alive

I'm running out of time

Why do I even try? What a waste of time

I really gotta shake that state of mind

I feel like I've been buried alive

I'm running out of time