Do I?

We're on some heavy medication

And I admit it that you're patient

I know I could be a handful

Too inconsistent for you to plan for

And I don't wanna make my own excuses no more

I know that I’m hurting you but dont know what for

I've been drinking smoking just vibing

Hating myself in silence but I like it

And I blame it on you

I've been saying things but I'm lying

So we keep fighting

And I don't know why I do I the things I do to you

Or Do I?

I'm on that heavy ventilation

And I got the palpitations

I know I can be a handful

Too inconsistent for you to plan for

And I dont wanna make my own excuses no more

I know that I’m hurting you but dont know what for

I've been drinking smoking just vibing

Hating myself in silence but I like it

And I blame it on you

I've been saying things but I'm lying

So we keep fighting

And I don't know why I do I the things I do to you

Or Do I?

I'm on some heavy medication

And i admit that you're patient

I've been drinking smoking just vibing

Hating myself in silence but I like it

And I blame it on you

I've been saying things but I'm lying

So we keep fighting

And I don't know why I do I the things I do to you

Or Do I?

And I don't know why I do I the things I do to you

Or Do I?

And I don't know why I do I the things I do to you

Or Do I?