Denial

I fell for you like an anvil

I treated you like a queen

I risked it all on the gamble

That you'd love me, eventually

Sometimes the proof’s in the pudding

Sometimes we try not to look

Sometimes we do things we shouldn't

Just to make it work, to make yours

Drunk on denial, I’ve been here a while

Drunk on denial

You caught me hard like a sickness

You laid your heart at my door

You had no doubt I could fix it

But I made it worse, (and now it hurts)

Sometimes we look for an answer

In the easiest form

Sometimes love is a cancer

A rotten worm, so much to learn

Drunk on denial, I’ve been here a while

Drunk on denial, I’ve been here a while

Oh my god, I go so hard

Drinkin to the face and I'm gonna bogart

Times done changed and we don't speak much

Tell me what's a better way to keep in touch?

Because every time it ends up on some **** shit

You are not the one I fell in love with

You are not the one to make a judgment

Tell me that it was but it wasn't (aye)

Please do not give me a reason

Stuck in a cycle of evil

I do not need to get even

No one said this would be easy (aye)

Reading your texts in a Uber

Then I get drunk to a stupor

I respond back sounding foolish

Maybe we need to just cool it