Pain Becomes Me

All this time I've been dreaming of it

All this time it's been haunting in my dead

Tempting me,

inviting me to fall asleep in its arms

To fall from grace,

to breathe its ever-dimming dusk

Through my eyes

you could see the hurt I crave

Through my eyes

you'd see there's nothing left to save

I heard you said: "There's a light up ahead",

but I am heading towards a dead end

I just can't say no,

I just can't let go for it's got me bent

I crave therefore I am and that is all I ever feel

I hope you'd understand...

Once love, one pain, one enemy

I toast to misery as I dig into the devils bone

And for eternity the pain becomes me

and won't leave me alone