Exile

Contradiction in my thoughts is the barrier of my life

I cannot jump that nigh to overcome

Too many hidden ways - their destination is the same

Which way is wrong and which is right

Sometimes

I wish I had a choice

To end or to begin

Sometimes

I wish I could live on my own

But nothing's breaking through the walls inside

All the dreams remain behind

All the voices fade away

I'm falling into nothingness of life

I don't care about the time

I don't need to understand

There's no confusion in my mind but the clarity is gone

I hope you'll never ask about tomorrow

My abandoned ship is carried by the current

I cannot fight against it and

I cannot force it

Sometimes

I wish I had a choice

To end or to begin

Sometimes

I wish I could live on my own

But nothing's breaking through the walls inside

All the dreams remain behind

All the voices fade away

I'm falling into nothingness of life

I don't care about the time

I don't need to understand