歌词与中文翻译
The view outside my window changed a lot since I was a child
窗外的景色早已与儿时不同
Like all the years we buried, vanishing forever
就此消失，像我们埋葬的那些日子
Cause also grief is just love with no place to go
而悲伤只是无处安放的爱
Like all the years we buried, this place is death
这儿只有死亡，像我们埋葬的那些日子
There's a thing you should know about me
你该知道
I am and have always been this deeply sad man
我自始至终都是这样沉痛
So, I am both, laughing and crying at the same time
所以我笑着哭泣
And still trying to discover how that could be
却仍不知何至于此
I'm pretty sure growing old will kill me
我很确定变老即是死去
Slowly, but steadily, in two different ways
以双重的方式缓慢而坚定
As I'm still the one with the saddest smile
只要 我仍挂着那最悲伤的笑容
I hate being bipolar, it's ****ing awesome
我讨厌躁郁，这太他妈棒了
The firstborn died by his own hands
头胎死在他自己手中
My oldest friend found a rope that bore
我的老友找到一根绳子
And I know I'll definitely also not die
我清楚我不可能死去
By staring out in the pouring rain
因为我望着窗外的暴雨
By staring out in the pouring rain
因为我望着窗外的暴雨
Nobody ever tells you that emptiness weighs most
没人告诉你最沉重的是空虚
When there's a void inside that can't be filled
当身体中有个无法填补的空洞
Cause it's not a single stab wound that kills me
杀死我的从来不是致命的一击
It's a thousand paper cuts on every single day
而是每日每夜那千万次细小的割伤
The heart dies a slow death
心脏死去得很慢
And all our dreams dash fast
梦境飞奔得很快
But I wonder if you changed your minds
不知你是否改变了想法
The moment you knew you'd die
在那个意识到死亡的瞬间
And I'm totally aware that my pain
我非常明白
Is nothing when compared to yours
我的痛与你相比微不足道
But cleaning out your apartment
可是打扫你的家
Was way harder than your funeral
远比你的葬礼更沉重
One more psychosis then I am also finally done
患上又一个精神病 我也终于完了
Cause the more I sleep, the less I dream
我睡得越多，梦得越少
And then at night I drink and clean my gun
于是我在夜里喝着酒擦着枪
It's me who should be dead, not you...
死的应该是我，不是你……