Sad Sad Sad

Too many restless nights, my body's shaking

My head hurts, got a stomachache

Too many sleepless nights and I'm impatient

Like a war inside my mind

I'm anxious all the time

Fake laughing, but I'm breaking

Pretend I'm doing fine

Fight with my medication

It's been a year

Too numb to feel

Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math

It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up

'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad

I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad

Too many hours staring at the television

My therapist says it's okay to rest

My friends are talking and I'm barely listening

They call me selfless, but I'm self-obsessed

Fake laughing, but I'm breaking

Prеtend I'm doing fine

Fight with my medication

It's been a yеar

Too numb to feel

Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math

It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up

'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad

I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad

Sometimes, I still have good dreams at night

Do my best to wake up smiling

And it's been the best year of my life

But it doesn't add up, it doesn't add up 'cause

It's been a year

Starting to feel

Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math

It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up

'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad

I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad

I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad