all i ever will be

歌词
I was running from everybody else
我将远离朋友 漂泊他乡
Just isolating myself constantly
没有知己 独自一人
Until I got to the point where I realised
到头来我才认识到
The problem is rooted in myself
问题其实就是我自己
But, you know I really realized that when you're in the midst of it
但当我意识到你深陷其中时
You just kinda assume the worst in everything around you
假设这周围的一切都是最糟糕的
Including yourself
包括着你自己
So just take all that stress, decompress it
所以先承受所有压力 再释放它
And then hang it up right at the door
把所有的困扰都赶走
Feeling like this isn't fun anymore
感觉不再有趣了
Not that it ever was
可事实并不会如此
But nearly everyone's
但几乎所有人
Misunderstanding what's really important
都误解了什么才是最重要的
? all thesе feelings ignored
忽略这所有的感觉
Past to get over and nеver explored
从未探索过去
Overgrown nothingness down from destruction
从毁灭中蜕变而出的杂草丛生
Its deeply embedded beneath all my substance
深深地根植在我的心中
Goodness gracious I'm so cold
身体感受到了寒冷
My body's filled with brittle bones
刮骨的寒风深深地刺痛着我
They'll break in bed as I grow old
当我老了就会在床上休息
I held your hand as my ?
握着你的手
Goodness gracious I'm alone
独我一人
Broke you my sticks and throw my stones
你摧毁我的一切
I'll go somewhere where no one knows me
跑去一个无人识我的地方
I don't mind being this lonely
我能忍受这孤独
? spill about
All that I think
我所想的一切
My thought subsides so I'm pushed to the brink
平息了想法 濒临绝境
Miscalculated, so often equated
这等同于错误
This shits so insane I think I need a shrink
来个心理医生治疗我疯狂地情绪
Traumatized with flies that hatch in my head
我脑中一片混乱 思绪万千
Metamorphosis ? till I'm dead
直到我si
It's funny to make em grow
他们的成长很有趣
Little do they all know
他们几乎不知道
Their home is rotting and damn near condemned
已经要家破人亡了
Dissociation is hurting my patience
不断地分离磨平了我的耐心
I don't think I'll wake up and realize
我想我不会醒来意识到
The feeling that's raking, no communication
那是一种没有交流的感觉
Simply leaving me terrorized
只会让我感到恐惧
I see all of these faces inside of the places
我在这见到的所有人
That only exist when I close my eyes
那都是我在梦中才能见到的
So this is a phrase that is bound to erase
所以这注定要被抹去
Then I guess that I ought to just give it time
我想应该再给点时间
Goodness gracious I'm so cold
身体感受到了寒冷
My body's filled with brittle bones
刮骨的寒风深深地刺痛着我
They'll break in bed as I grow old
当我老了就会在床上休息
I held your hand as my ?
握着你的手
Goodness gracious I'm alone
独我一人
Broke you my sticks and throw my stones
你摧毁我的一切
And go somewhere where no one knows me
跑去一个无人识我的地方
I don't mind being this lonely
我能忍受这孤独
All I ever will be
我永远都会是
Is someone that'll kill me
不讨人喜欢的
A parasitic head****
极度依赖别人的笨蛋
Monotonous and willing
生活枯燥无味但我依旧乐意
All I ever wished for
我所希望的一切
Is sanity by 24, but
在我24岁前都是清晰明朗的 可我
I never got that (I never got that)
却从未得到过
专辑信息
1.all i ever will be