Let Light Be Light

My brain feels heavy like too much TV

It's weighing on me like a pound of concrete

I know he wants me and that makes me happy

So why do I feel so weird?

It's foggy in my head like clouds in a storm

The wind's picking up

I'm bolting my shit to the floor

But when I'm with him my shit gets ignored

Is that why I feel so weird?

I'm alone almost every night and

I don't know if I'm processing right

But my therapist says

To just let light be light

So I'm letting him stay around

I think that he's good for me

This boy that I found

I don't like getting attached

It makes me feel like I've done something bad

'Cause I'm not dependent and I know that

So why am I scared I'm reliving

That part of my past?

I'm alone almost every night and

I don't know if I'm processing right

But my therapist says

To just let light be light

So I'm letting him stay around

I think that he's good for me

This boy that I found

Oh, I think that he's good for me

This boy that I found

Is this what it supposed to feel like?

Is this what it supposed to feel like?

Is this what it supposed to feel like?

Is this what it supposed to feel like?

'Cause I'm alone almost every night and

I don't know if I'm processing right

But my therapist says

To just let light be light

So I'm letting him stay around

I think that he's good for me

This boy that I found

This boy that I found